12 . 12 . 12

Twelfth . Twelfth . Twelfth . The last beautiful number till a very very long time to come. Whats in a beautiful number ? Today has been just another day in my life. Just my tough luck.

GOODBYE DEAR ENOD ....

With a heavy heart I bid goodbye to my dear Enod. You never asked for much ... Wish that I could have given you more ... I love you and you know that ..dont you ? I missed you terribly... If only We could have more time together You will always be in my heart Enod...

MAAL HIJRAH

Times flies so fast and its another year again. Syukur I am still here, God still loves me. Although my life is not so rosy sweet and green pastures always. Still harbouring a thought thats like a lump in my throat. What was to be mine, should have been mine.... was snatched away...! How I hate that..and that...and that...! What keeps me sane are my meows... they are my "BOSS"...you lucky meows ! My wish list keeps growing longer. And on top now is that dream Can Am Spyder. Drool...drool...What a beautiful machine. Will I ever get one ?

Aidil Adha

This year's Aidil Adha has been a quiet day. We dont celebrate it in a big way, but yesterday's preparations were hectic. All the cooking and cleaning made my head and body aching all over in a big way. What more it rained heavily in the evening and I was soaking wet in trying to get some belimbing buluh for the satay gravy. My neice took over the task of making some cakes and jelly last night. I was already in dream land. As usual a good friend from the different time zone called. He does that on every Eids, birthdays, new year and important occassion. I actually missed " dak Boer " ! Been taking care of him for more than a month and he is so lovable. He is already in Heaven now. I get emotional with things like this. I wish I could " Qurban " someone from far away!

SEPTEMBER ELEVEN

Been a while since the real September Eleven, when I was still in the Middle East.

Whats happening here ? This is so confusing !!!

Life ... is it being fair !

Have you ever wondered ...
Why
What
When

WHEN they said ... everything happened for a reason(s)

WHATs the reasons ?

WHEN it only hurts you like a knife cutting through

Seeing someone else(s) living their dreams on the ruins of your life !

Down
Out
Trodden

Looking up at the blue skies
Maybe ... Maybe theres still an Angel
Willing to salvage you

Hoping
Wishing
Praying

As I lulled myself to sleep

Tomorrow is yet another day !

Another New Year

Syukur we are here to welcome another year. Hopefully it will a year with plenty of Blessings.