Can Am Spyder .... cool pics

Found these pics online ... just could dream ...

What a wonderful dream...

1.3.13

A couple of weeks back, I thought the coming first of march would be a good date ... nice numbers. 1.3.13. Little did I know that it would be very sad day for me. I lost my Charlie. Charlie passed away at the vet, this evening. The nice dr. was so sorry that she couldnt save Charlie. Although she has done her level best. God loves Charlie more. I took Chalie's still warm body home in a box for the funeral tomorrow. Charlie was with us for two years. And he was very close to me. I am the only one who could calm him down, for he has quite a temper sometimes. But Charlie has always been a sweet and loving companion. I love you Charlie. Your bowls, your pet carrier, will always remind me of you. Good bye my dear Charlie. May You Rest In Peace. I dearly missed you !

IN MEMORIAM ...

This is a long overdue post which I didnt get to pen in my thoughts. At the end of January, our favourite and beloved cat died. The vet said it was due to some viral infection. I had taken him earlier to the vet to be neutered, in the hope that he would be much healthier and not impregnate the female cats. I have seen the cats that have neen neutered, they grow so much bigger and not springing their scents everywhere in the house. But 10 days after the procedure he developed a high temperature, couldnt eat nor drink and passed away a few days later. Almost everyone blamed me for neutering him, they kept on harping it on me for losing Blackie. I really realy felt ( still feel..) so very sad at the incident. But its not in our hands to control life and death. For days I cried. His sister "Silver" missed him too, for she is all alone in the house now. She went round meowing and looking for her brother. Such a pitiful sight. Then on saturday nite, the 2nd of feb, I was sitting in front of my computer, wanting to write about Blackie, but was overcomed by so much sadness. I was wallowing in self pity with loads of regrets in my heart. If only Blackie is still alive... how happy we all could be. But it was just not meant to be. The next morning, at 6am I was woken up by a call from a very dear and close friend. My heart skipped a beat when I heard her voice ... Just would like to inform you that Kudin is no more with us. He passed away at 11.30 last night. That is her only son, a handsome young man in his early twenties. My tears dropped like rain again. I couldnt imagine how hurt and sad his mother must be. But she accepted the fate, "redha" is the word. No matter how painful... Al Fatehah for him. I lost my Blackie, my dear friend lost her only son ... But life must go on. Time may heal the pain but not the scar that has been left behind.

MAMA MIA !!!

About more than a week ago, I managed to catch a movie on tv, which is a very occassion. One of the girl said... tonights movie is Mama Mia..! Then I said...uh..uh.. Then I heard the song " Mama Mia" popularised by ABBA. That intro was enough to set me glued in front of the tv...for the rest of the nite ! Oh what a nostalgic movie...all the songs from ABBA. And guess what there was my favourite hero... who else but the suave and good looking Mr Bond himself... Pierce Brosnan..!!! A romantic comedy ... with a happy ending. This kind of movie..really makes my day. Gone were the days when I was able to catch a good movie. Time really has changed so much. Age catching up... commitments..responsibilities... aahhh.....

NEW YEAR 2013

Its another year ... Hopefully it will bring better luck for all of us. Although things at the homefront does not look that promising... who knows... people... things might change. What with the extra workloads, had to listen to free naggings, I need a miracle !

12 . 12 . 12

Twelfth . Twelfth . Twelfth . The last beautiful number till a very very long time to come. Whats in a beautiful number ? Today has been just another day in my life. Just my tough luck.

GOODBYE DEAR ENOD ....

With a heavy heart I bid goodbye to my dear Enod. You never asked for much ... Wish that I could have given you more ... I love you and you know that ..dont you ? I missed you terribly... If only We could have more time together You will always be in my heart Enod...

MAAL HIJRAH

Times flies so fast and its another year again. Syukur I am still here, God still loves me. Although my life is not so rosy sweet and green pastures always. Still harbouring a thought thats like a lump in my throat. What was to be mine, should have been mine.... was snatched away...! How I hate that..and that...and that...! What keeps me sane are my meows... they are my "BOSS"...you lucky meows ! My wish list keeps growing longer. And on top now is that dream Can Am Spyder. Drool...drool...What a beautiful machine. Will I ever get one ?

Aidil Adha

This year's Aidil Adha has been a quiet day. We dont celebrate it in a big way, but yesterday's preparations were hectic. All the cooking and cleaning made my head and body aching all over in a big way. What more it rained heavily in the evening and I was soaking wet in trying to get some belimbing buluh for the satay gravy. My neice took over the task of making some cakes and jelly last night. I was already in dream land. As usual a good friend from the different time zone called. He does that on every Eids, birthdays, new year and important occassion. I actually missed " dak Boer " ! Been taking care of him for more than a month and he is so lovable. He is already in Heaven now. I get emotional with things like this. I wish I could " Qurban " someone from far away!

SEPTEMBER ELEVEN

Been a while since the real September Eleven, when I was still in the Middle East.

Whats happening here ? This is so confusing !!!

Life ... is it being fair !

Have you ever wondered ...
Why
What
When

WHEN they said ... everything happened for a reason(s)

WHATs the reasons ?

WHEN it only hurts you like a knife cutting through

Seeing someone else(s) living their dreams on the ruins of your life !

Down
Out
Trodden

Looking up at the blue skies
Maybe ... Maybe theres still an Angel
Willing to salvage you

Hoping
Wishing
Praying

As I lulled myself to sleep

Tomorrow is yet another day !

Another New Year

Syukur we are here to welcome another year. Hopefully it will a year with plenty of Blessings.

Oh What a time ...

The month of December has always been a month that brings out a lot of fond memories.
The rainy season definitely reminded me of the winter months though minus the snow.
The cool morning fresh air, the gloomy days with strong winds blowing...oh why do I have to think of the past ?

And tonight I am listening to Enya again, my favourite music. Enya always reminded me of how beautiful "LOVE" is... more so what love "WAS" or "WERE".

They are all past tense now. Where are all the loves of my life !
They are all nicely stored in my Ferragamo shoe boxes.

Whenever I listen to Enya ... a day springs back to life ... and makes me want to fall in love!

Will "LOVE" comes back into my life again ?

11.11.11

Eleven of Eleventh of Eleven !
What an awesome date. Many people chose to get married today, just so they could have the great sounding date ! Hopefully it is lucky as well.

AidilFitri ... hari mulia

Today we celebrated AidilFitri. The weather was not being too good on us...been cloudy with some slight drizzles.It was rather quiet in the early morning, then people started to come in the afternoon. Their visits are predictable ... all our relatives..their spouses and children and friends.
We made some ketupat pulut yesterday, and thats our main dishes for the day to go with the meat rendang.
My neice made some cookies and her storage bottles are all neatly arranged on the counter which attracted the visitors attention. Soome even wanted to place order for next Hari Raya. But my neice had to politely decline the offer, we are not selling ! Since we know what we went through in making those "beautiful" cookies.
And guess what we had for dinner, none other than the good old fried rice. We were too tired to cook anything else. Tried to stay up to watch Nur Kasih the movie on tv, but it was a real big dissappointment. Nur kasih the series were much better.

Eve of AidilFitri

A month of fasting has gone. Tomorrow we shall celebrate Hari Raya.
All preps and cooking for the big day tomorrow was done. My back is breaking !
My nerve is wrecking.

Some of the nice people came over tonite to recite the Takbir Raya at home.
It was really a great feeling having them in the house. It brings up the mood for Raya.
Been a very long time since I wrote anything here, too many stories, too many tales, but where do I begin ?

Ramadhan Mubarak !

My dream

Now that I realised
All my dreams
Are nothing
Without you

New Year's Eve

Well..we'll soon be saying our goodbyes to 2010. Lots of things havent been accomplished although I wanted to very much. Just didnt have the energy and guts. What a lame excuse.
No use crying over spilled milk. Should have been more careful or rather should have drank the whole bottle of milk so that it didnt get spilled !

MERRY CHRISTMAS

December 25th 2010,

Today, after so many years I let myself feel the mood of Christmas again. It is so nostalgic, listening to those Christmas songs. Memories keep flowing back, as if they were all 'yesterdays'.
Shopping and the Orchard Road's light up, Christmas with friends, Christmas gifts, Christmas deco ...Christmas holidays are the best time of the year. Or at least it used to be. Once upon a time.

But all that has changed. Time has passed. I am now at a different time zone, different wave. All I have is a memory of those wonderful time.
Something ... Someone ... So Near yet So far Away !