Thursday, April 27, 2006

Grief

GRIEF

Grief is a tidal wave that over takes you,
smashes down upon you with unimaginable force,
sweeps you up into its darkness,
where you tumble and crash against unidentifiable surfaces,
only to be thrown out on an unknown beach,
bruised,
reshaped...
Grief will make a new person out of you,

If it doesn't kill you in the making.

Love

LOVE .......

Is like a child learning how to walk
You fell down
But you get up
And take the next step
And the next...
Until You Can RUN
You just need to pick up the pieces and move on.......

Without love ...

TANPA CINTA

Sudah dilalui kehidupan penuh cinta...
Sudah dilalui kehidupan putus cinta...
Dan sekarang melalui kehidupan tanpa cinta...

Tanpa cinta...
ibarat tasik yang tenang...
setenang nya...
Tiada masaalah yang mengganggu fikiran.
Tiada rasa resah menanti panggilan nya lagi.
Tiada rasa cemburu bila dia tiada disisi.

*** YOU WONT LOSE ANYTHING ... IF YOU DONT HAVE IT ***

Only time ...

HANYA MASA YANG MENENTUKAN

Tiada siapa yang mampu menyatakan
kemana arah hidup ini.
Tiada siapa yang tahu
sekiranya cinta ini akan kekal abadi.
Dan jika hati ini
menangis rindu mengingati mu.

Adakah perjalanan kita ini
Akan bertemu di satu titik pertemuan

Atau Kita akan menghala kearah yang berlainan
Hanya masa menentukan

Trust ...

KEPERCAYAAN

Bagaimana cara nya untuk mempercayai seseorang ?
Telah datang kedalam hidup ini, makhluk maklukyang tidak boleh di percayaai.
Sesungguh nya amat menyayat hati... apabilahati telah jatuh cinta dan kemudian terbongkar lahcerita cerita yang menggugat kepercayaan kita terhadap seseorang.
Telah banyak kali perkara ini berlaku didalam hidup saya sendiri.
Mungkin kah juga ini satu cara Allah menunjukkan kepada kitajalan yang benar sebelum kita terlambat dan menambah kan lagi masaalah.
Walau apa pun saya bersyukur kerana Allah masih lagi menyayangi kita.
Di berikan sedikit pertolongan sebelum terlewat.

Pedih rasa nya untuk meyakin kan diri ini.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE .......

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE .......

March 14th 2006
Bahrain

Staying here at this work place ..we have to learn "PATIENCE" all the time.We have to learn to exercise patience and be grateful for whatever God has given us.Time and time again, I feel like throwing it in..run amok and tell them off.But I cant..I simply cant.So I just pray to God and hope that these people will at least lern a bit of civic and etiquette.Having some people around who are not sensitive of religious issues are really a pain the chest.

First group:
THE SMOKERS

These are the culprits who do not have a brain. They NEVER ever consider their colleagues who are allergic to smoke.Sadly for us who do not smoke are exposed to smokes and become second hand smokers...!! Which is actually even worse.They exhale..and we inhale...Even the receptionist smokes at her desk.So..what kind of image is the boss trying to potray here..when a client walks in... see the receptionist smoking and chatting on the phone. Is this a mamasan place..?

Second group:
THE DIE HARD **** EATING PEOPLE

They do not care if they are having guests or people who are eating with them are Muslims and do not take ****Once I attended a dinner, where one of them prepared spring rolls... but with **** as the filling, and serve them together with other food. After that incident I stopped attending their dinner invitation.
They just have no respect for other people. Its their upbringing, lack of sensitivity and lack of knowledge of certain things. And they just refused to learn. They can condemned the Muslims, but the funny thing is, what are you doing here in a Muslim country ? They talk bad about the people and the country ... but the money is good. There was a saying ...these people would kill each other..even their own family for the sake of money.

Third group:
THE BITCH

There was one here. Oh boy..did she make life miserable...!!! This is another one who would do anything to despise you. She will do anything that she want and never think about the people around her. As long as she gets what she wants. She turned the apartment like back alley. An insensitive numb skull. ( Speaks for itself actually..the skull is numb..so how could it be sensitive any longer..!! )

WHAT I HAVE LEARNT:

Bear with it. After all they are still the boss and they are the ones who pay your salary. A pity though..that you have to work with idiots.
WHAT I ALWAYS PRAY AND HOPE:
That things will change and it gets into their head about understanding and respecting other people's religion and religious believes.
I have faith...that GOD will answer my hopes and prayers.All I want is a peaceful place to earn a living.

... INSYAALLAH...

Sunday, March 05, 2006

WHAT MY BIRTHDATE SAY ABOUT ME


Your Birthdate: December 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.

And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.

Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.

You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July


Thats what they say about my birthdate ...!!!

Well....just adding a couple of things...
I would like to have a Harley Fatboy... black and siver chromed ...!!!
I would like to have a Hummer....and red in colour...!!!