Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Shredded Memory ...

February 14th 2007
Budaiya

Another empty day. The weather was good but I dont get to enjoy it.
My friend delivered the carton boxes today and frankly I feel sad at the thought of packing. Discovered a box containing old letters and junks of at least few years old which I still have to sift through.
Yesterday I went through some letters and cards from those 'people" that were in my life before. And I decided to throw all of the letters away, no use keeping them in shoe boxes, not even for memory sakes. Whats the point... Someone who suddenly defines love as..I love you..but I am not in love with you..( All that being said after he met someone else of course )
Then what the hell did you confess all your love if it doesnt mean much. Anyway all his letters have been torn to small pieces. Too much memories to be saved..there just isnt enough space anymore !

There are just too much things to be crammed in the next two weeks.
Its like so desperately trying to salvage whatever I can in such a short notice and time.

On the other hand I read in a friends blog that said..

Napping May Be Good for Your Heart !!

Researchers at the Harvard School of Public Health who conducted a study on Greek men and women found that taking a daily midday nap may reduce the risk of dying from heart disease by more than 30%. Siestas are common in Mediterranean countries and several Latin American nations, where the rate of dying from heart disease is comparatively low. Researchers believe that naps are effective at promoting heart health because they relieve stress.

I am taking a break from all the back stabbing community, less stresful when I dont have to see their faces.

8 comments:

NewZulfi said...

Salam..
Nice Blog.. I like the way u had done it.. May be I can cope some from u..
byeee
Zulfi

GraY FoX said...

nice philosophy
but memories are always kept and organized in nice closets in our heads
and that's the way we let ppl live in us

ammoontie said...

hi Zulfi,
Thanks for coming by to my blog, Your blog is nice too...with lots of stories..I will surely visit your blog again.
meantime enjoy your winter...and Happy Valentine day...

ammoontie said...

Hi GaryFox,
I just need to delete some old files..they still live in my head but as days go by..they get blurry...

Shionge said...

Yes I do know what you mean dear pal, no point keeping them at all. Erase him from your memory, someone nice will come along.

ammooontie said...

hi shionge,
Erased...deleted...
now I have more space for someone else nicer...should he come along...

Anonymous said...

What the German Philosopher said
'Thing that doesn't kill you make you stronger'.
Move on and forget the past...
Focus your energy on something positive. You are smart and intelligent person. People like you mustn't get too emotional.

ammoontie said...

hi anon,
Yes..you are right...I shall take your advice...and move on in life.